+ Guest Pieces by Gerard Van der Leun: The Name in the Stone, Thom Gunn [ 1929–2004 ], and LAST POST: So Long. See You All a Little Further Down the Road
I Appreciate the acknowledgement of those lost in war and the silent war a lot of us have come to understand more recently. May your pen burn Bright MAA. ❤
"While not a veteran, Gerard is a victim of the invisible war being waged against the public by philanthropaths, tyrants, and colluders—a war that is now known to have killed 13 million individual human beings to date.
And so, on this Memorial Day 2023, I commemorate Gerard and his fellow victims of democide as well as his uncle and every other soldier who has fallen on the battlefield throughout our blood-drenched history."
WE ARE IN A BLOOD DRENCHED WAR RIGHT NOW. GENOCIDE GOING ON ON THE BATTLEFIELD OF HUMANITY RIGHT NOW. JAB, JAB, JAB ...
Just got finished watching a cute movie "Three Thousand Years of Longing" where Tilda Swinton frees a Djinn (Jeanie) from a bottle but can't figure out what to wish for. I found myself asking myself the very same question.
What would you wish for?
Then, just checking some email before bed (and ensuring a solid dose of blue light to impede my restful sleep), I read this post and immediately answered my own question.
I wish for more time to read the seemingly endless wealth and breadth of material constantly put forth on Substack of which I rarely seem to find the time to immerse in. SS is like open bar for an alcoholic (sorry, I meant individual with alcohol abuse disorder syndrome). It's all you can consume but constrained by time.
Fkn A. I seek the Imprisonment and the Death Penalty for MULTIPLE Australians; Politicians, unelected Public Servants, Doctors & Heads of Medical Associations. That or bounty hunters when The State collapses... We will NOT forgive.
May 30, 2023·edited May 30, 2023Liked by Margaret Anna Alice
At what point does a Poisoned individual who gets a death sentence like this head back to the folks who shot him full of this garbage... and take a pound of flesh?
Earlier this morning I was feeling a bit shall we say ... malicious ... so I called the Covid Hotline ... told them a very healthy friend damaged his heart after a booster involving their Safe vaccine. Is it safe?
Yes it is she says - could have been something else causing that.
It's not safe - the heart attack happened straight after the booster. It's not safe.
She threatened to hang up on me -- before she could do that I screamed down the line -- I hope you or one your family members drops f789ing dead after your next shot of the Safe vaccine.
I am not vaxxed but believe you me -- if I was born a fool and shot up this Rat Juice -- and something bad happened... there would be hell to pay. Who gives a f789 if you already have a death sentence?
Perhaps they might think twice -- or at least warn people that there are potential deadly results from shooting the Rat Juice? As it stands there are zero consequences
At the bare minimum head to the clinic and inform them that they poisoned you and you are dying - and rip them new arseholes. Be sure to be very loud and emotional -- make sure every f789er in there hears about what happened to you.
I know, Fast Eddy, and I’m really sorry about your friend. I applaud you for calling and sharing his experience. Perhaps you planted a seed of doubt that will take root.
In the case of Gerard, I think he got the first two shots at the very beginning before the adverse effects were known. He was long awake and publishing pieces like mine to awaken others to the hazards.
Sorry for the loss of such a good soul. The timing is rather unnerving for many - to think that it is still smoldering this long post injection. There is now the unwelcome sense of always looking over one's shoulder. What a sad sad world these demons have thrust upon us.
May 30, 2023·edited May 30, 2023Liked by Margaret Anna Alice
Good evening Margaret,
Just wanted to let you know I have kept Gerard's beautiful poem 'When my Body Won't Hold me Anymore' which I found when you last wrote about him in shock at finding out about his death suddenly. I was so moved by his words ....what a dear friend you have lost. I am sorry and it is fitting that you post this on Memorial Day.
I so appreciate your gracious words, wendy. It also made me realize that closing post was likely confusing as those are the lyrics to the song featured in the video. I have added a note to the byline in hopes of clarifying that. This is the song Gerard requested as his last post. Only the closing note in brackets is by him.
I just got back from visiting my best friend who just lost her husband to Turbo Cancer. He also was going along fine and dandy, working full time as a casino floorman, until he caught a cold he couldn't shake. After three weeks he could barely stand up so my friend took him to the ER. Cancer everywhere and his lungs were full of clots. He was dead in two weeks. He had the first set of shots and one booster. I think we all need to prepare for losing a lot of people.
Thank you for your thoughtful words, Kayleen, as well as for sharing your brave father and husband with us.
Your heart must still be so raw from losing your beloved husband less than a year ago 💔 I hope he wasn’t taken prematurely by COVID tyranny as that makes the loss even more painful.
Nooooo!!!! Do the people who forced him to get injected know they are culpable for his death? If people could begin feeling and seeing the consequences of their coercion, their conscience may be pricked into refusing to collude with further edicts.
36 years together and 27 grandchildren are wondrous gifts to celebrate, and your husband will always be present in your children and grandchildren 💗
my late friend abe and i met oliver sacks at a birthday party for kurt vonnegut (i think it was his 80th) given by his wife jill krementz, who we knew. he asked us what we did. imagine! abe was a broadway props guy and i was a theatrical costume maker. mr sacks gushed at how wonderful that we had such creative artistic careers. i remember we both walked away, breathless and on a cloud. oliver sacks had asked us what we did for a living!!! oliver sacks!!!!!
thank you for this lovely sad memorial which has stirred up my memories of people no longer with us
Jessica Rose’s substack today, discussing the activity of IgG4 post vaxx. The body becomes defense less against cancer. So many of us are witnessing the devastation post vaxx. I wonder how physicians can maintain their silence despite witnessing the same thing? I am sorry for the loss of your friend. RIP.
Thank you for this moving memorial for your friend and mentor. I just loved his sense of humour in his rewrite of GMH's Margaret for you! And ending with GMH's expression of unfathomable grief and Gerard's "When my Body Won't Hold me Anymore" is too beautiful for words. The excess death figures which Rancourt has so thoroughly worked, and which are evidence enough of global mentacide, will not include the millions whose more gradual deaths will be put down to "cancer" or "heart disease" and whatever else, as this atrocity is desperately covered up. But we know. More and more of us know. And we have long memories. Lest We Forget.
I am glad you appreciated his sense of humor, Rosemary! That was one of his cardinal traits.
I realized that last post was confusing and added a note to the byline, but I think that’s easily missed, so I moved the attribution above the lyrics. I was trying to be as faithful to Gerard’s original posts as possible but made an exception for that clarification since its absence is causing confusion.
Another of my favourite lines from Hopkins has been coming to me since I read your post: "Aftercomers cannot guess the beauty been..." I've been saying that a lot lately. But Hopkins was writing about his lost trees - in the case of Gerard, aftercomers like myself can guess the beauty been, because he left behind his gifts to us
As Always, well written MAA.
I Appreciate the acknowledgement of those lost in war and the silent war a lot of us have come to understand more recently. May your pen burn Bright MAA. ❤
fitting i think:
We are will and wonder
Bound to recall, remember
We are born of one breath, one word
We are all one spark, sun becoming
Tool - Pneuma - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ClCaPmAA7s
Beautiful and fitting, indeed. Savoring now.
Entire album is prophetic.
Thank you for your moving words, Peter 🙏
"While not a veteran, Gerard is a victim of the invisible war being waged against the public by philanthropaths, tyrants, and colluders—a war that is now known to have killed 13 million individual human beings to date.
And so, on this Memorial Day 2023, I commemorate Gerard and his fellow victims of democide as well as his uncle and every other soldier who has fallen on the battlefield throughout our blood-drenched history."
WE ARE IN A BLOOD DRENCHED WAR RIGHT NOW. GENOCIDE GOING ON ON THE BATTLEFIELD OF HUMANITY RIGHT NOW. JAB, JAB, JAB ...
Just got finished watching a cute movie "Three Thousand Years of Longing" where Tilda Swinton frees a Djinn (Jeanie) from a bottle but can't figure out what to wish for. I found myself asking myself the very same question.
What would you wish for?
Then, just checking some email before bed (and ensuring a solid dose of blue light to impede my restful sleep), I read this post and immediately answered my own question.
I wish for more time to read the seemingly endless wealth and breadth of material constantly put forth on Substack of which I rarely seem to find the time to immerse in. SS is like open bar for an alcoholic (sorry, I meant individual with alcohol abuse disorder syndrome). It's all you can consume but constrained by time.
Is that too much to wish for?
I feel the same way...
I love to read and learn and feel like there isn't enough time for it ALL!!!
I have, for my entire life, lived on very little sleep because I can't bring myself to stop turning just one more page.
✊️ lest we forget.
"I turn the other cheek...to adjust my scope...".
✊️
Lest.
We.
Forget.
(I do not).
Fkn A. I seek the Imprisonment and the Death Penalty for MULTIPLE Australians; Politicians, unelected Public Servants, Doctors & Heads of Medical Associations. That or bounty hunters when The State collapses... We will NOT forgive.
We will not get 'justice' in the traditional sense. For the ASIO agents monitoring me you can fill in the blanks.
At what point does a Poisoned individual who gets a death sentence like this head back to the folks who shot him full of this garbage... and take a pound of flesh?
Earlier this morning I was feeling a bit shall we say ... malicious ... so I called the Covid Hotline ... told them a very healthy friend damaged his heart after a booster involving their Safe vaccine. Is it safe?
Yes it is she says - could have been something else causing that.
It's not safe - the heart attack happened straight after the booster. It's not safe.
She threatened to hang up on me -- before she could do that I screamed down the line -- I hope you or one your family members drops f789ing dead after your next shot of the Safe vaccine.
I am not vaxxed but believe you me -- if I was born a fool and shot up this Rat Juice -- and something bad happened... there would be hell to pay. Who gives a f789 if you already have a death sentence?
Perhaps they might think twice -- or at least warn people that there are potential deadly results from shooting the Rat Juice? As it stands there are zero consequences
At the bare minimum head to the clinic and inform them that they poisoned you and you are dying - and rip them new arseholes. Be sure to be very loud and emotional -- make sure every f789er in there hears about what happened to you.
I know, Fast Eddy, and I’m really sorry about your friend. I applaud you for calling and sharing his experience. Perhaps you planted a seed of doubt that will take root.
In the case of Gerard, I think he got the first two shots at the very beginning before the adverse effects were known. He was long awake and publishing pieces like mine to awaken others to the hazards.
I do not expect to change her mind - or anyone's.... they can go ahead and boost all they want...
The only reason I called (and I've done it quite a few times) is to taunt and ridicule these MOREONS.
I even recorded one discussion (FYI I do not have children) https://www.mixcloud.com/fasteddynz/chemist/
Sorry for the loss of such a good soul. The timing is rather unnerving for many - to think that it is still smoldering this long post injection. There is now the unwelcome sense of always looking over one's shoulder. What a sad sad world these demons have thrust upon us.
Good evening Margaret,
Just wanted to let you know I have kept Gerard's beautiful poem 'When my Body Won't Hold me Anymore' which I found when you last wrote about him in shock at finding out about his death suddenly. I was so moved by his words ....what a dear friend you have lost. I am sorry and it is fitting that you post this on Memorial Day.
Kindest regards, xo
I so appreciate your gracious words, wendy. It also made me realize that closing post was likely confusing as those are the lyrics to the song featured in the video. I have added a note to the byline in hopes of clarifying that. This is the song Gerard requested as his last post. Only the closing note in brackets is by him.
All i can write is what my heart is doing at this minute--stammering, while the pool of tears drips drops. Deeply felt.
Thank you for your attentive mind and tender heart, Legallady4 🤗
Tears in my eyes. This is incredibly painful. We who are left behind can only document the massacre.
I just got back from visiting my best friend who just lost her husband to Turbo Cancer. He also was going along fine and dandy, working full time as a casino floorman, until he caught a cold he couldn't shake. After three weeks he could barely stand up so my friend took him to the ER. Cancer everywhere and his lungs were full of clots. He was dead in two weeks. He had the first set of shots and one booster. I think we all need to prepare for losing a lot of people.
"Think where man's glory most begins and ends,
And say my glory was I had such friends." -- W.B. Yeats
My heartfelt sympathy on the loss of your friend, MMA.
Just when I thought my tears had subsided, I read these achingly lovely words 😭
Thank you for this tribute.
Your words are inspired!
I think of my father who fought in WWII and helped with the freeing of those left in Flossenburg Prison Camp.
He never spoke much of all the inhumanity of living through that war.
...and I miss my sweet husband who died last June, who spent time in Vietnam.
Thank you for your thoughtful words, Kayleen, as well as for sharing your brave father and husband with us.
Your heart must still be so raw from losing your beloved husband less than a year ago 💔 I hope he wasn’t taken prematurely by COVID tyranny as that makes the loss even more painful.
He was 68 and had just retired 7 months before his death.
We had 36 glorious years together and 27 wonderful grandchildren.
He had been required to take the injection and it did have implications with his death.
His Mom is still alive at 88 and his dad just died in April at 88, so we can all draw our own conclusions.
Nooooo!!!! Do the people who forced him to get injected know they are culpable for his death? If people could begin feeling and seeing the consequences of their coercion, their conscience may be pricked into refusing to collude with further edicts.
36 years together and 27 grandchildren are wondrous gifts to celebrate, and your husband will always be present in your children and grandchildren 💗
Amen!
I feel his presence every single day!!!
....and our children and grandchildren are such a great legacy to his kindness!
excruciatingly beautiful tribute sharing life grief memories and passing on that leaves memories to pass on
thank you for the introduction to those who have gone before and will yet go on
And thank you, karif, for this excruciatingly beautiful comment.
my late friend abe and i met oliver sacks at a birthday party for kurt vonnegut (i think it was his 80th) given by his wife jill krementz, who we knew. he asked us what we did. imagine! abe was a broadway props guy and i was a theatrical costume maker. mr sacks gushed at how wonderful that we had such creative artistic careers. i remember we both walked away, breathless and on a cloud. oliver sacks had asked us what we did for a living!!! oliver sacks!!!!!
thank you for this lovely sad memorial which has stirred up my memories of people no longer with us
Oliver Sacks!! Kurt Vonnegut!! I am simultaneously grinning giddily while tears are streaming down my face. I miss them all so dearly.
I am so sorry about Abe 💔 This memory is a gift to treasure for a lifetime.
Jessica Rose’s substack today, discussing the activity of IgG4 post vaxx. The body becomes defense less against cancer. So many of us are witnessing the devastation post vaxx. I wonder how physicians can maintain their silence despite witnessing the same thing? I am sorry for the loss of your friend. RIP.
https://substack.com/app-link/post?publication_id=516896&post_id=124648781&utm_source=post-email-title&isFreemail=true&token=eyJ1c2VyX2lkIjo1ODMwMjgzNywicG9zdF9pZCI6MTI0NjQ4NzgxLCJpYXQiOjE2ODU0MjI1ODEsImV4cCI6MTY4ODAxNDU4MSwiaXNzIjoicHViLTUxNjg5NiIsInN1YiI6InBvc3QtcmVhY3Rpb24ifQ.rlnAP8lqc8DsBH5uToM2sDcfBc0ZrTvyiZeP4SDUKl8
Thank you for this moving memorial for your friend and mentor. I just loved his sense of humour in his rewrite of GMH's Margaret for you! And ending with GMH's expression of unfathomable grief and Gerard's "When my Body Won't Hold me Anymore" is too beautiful for words. The excess death figures which Rancourt has so thoroughly worked, and which are evidence enough of global mentacide, will not include the millions whose more gradual deaths will be put down to "cancer" or "heart disease" and whatever else, as this atrocity is desperately covered up. But we know. More and more of us know. And we have long memories. Lest We Forget.
I am glad you appreciated his sense of humor, Rosemary! That was one of his cardinal traits.
I realized that last post was confusing and added a note to the byline, but I think that’s easily missed, so I moved the attribution above the lyrics. I was trying to be as faithful to Gerard’s original posts as possible but made an exception for that clarification since its absence is causing confusion.
Another of my favourite lines from Hopkins has been coming to me since I read your post: "Aftercomers cannot guess the beauty been..." I've been saying that a lot lately. But Hopkins was writing about his lost trees - in the case of Gerard, aftercomers like myself can guess the beauty been, because he left behind his gifts to us
I thought I’ve read all of Hopkins’s poems but don’t remember that exquisite line—made all the more exquisite by your touching usage here.
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/44390/binsey-poplars
Binsey Poplars, of course! 🤦♀️
Heartache and heartbreak; the price we pay
for being beings who love
Poetry and music; gifts we receive for the same
Somewhere it's all okay, and sorted
Somewhere love is untouched by tragedy and sorrow
In the here and now, good humans
tend to
the heartache and
feel through the pain
honoring life in the process
and creating more gifts in the end
Very sorry for this loss, very grateful for you, MAA.